Tuesday, November 3, 2009
2:41 AM

I stumbled upon words that made me give up living my day to the fullest. But just when I wanted to end everything, I looked upon the sky and asked Allah, if he could help me make the decisions in life and just lead me to the right way. I knew Allah is hearing me, like how he was hearing the thousands of people praying to him.
School have been great so far. The normal routine starts all over again and in 8 months time, O level ? Insya Allah we’ll be on the right path.
Choir camp was fun indeed. I felt nearer to people who I never expected to be close with and I was happy that most people was happy together and the smiles that I saw, I know safirah had done a great job as the president.
My friend, I love you too much to see you hurt like this. I don’t want you to cry anymore and be strong, like u always do. I know it hurts very much but I am here for u. I will help you get through , until your hand is fully healed. I know you may never read this but I don’t care. Allah, please help safirah through these days and heal her wound fast.
Take care and rest well, Safirah.
In a few days, they will finish their Os. Good for them. All the best for your last papers and do your best. Syazrul, please don’t give up on your last 3 papers. Please study hard Syazrul. That’s the last thing I ask from you, my friend.
Saying goodbye is painful. But what is confirmed by Allah, will just be the road. I don’t have any power to choose what I want, what I desire to have, and who I want in my life. I can only pray that every single step I take, I know that you’re still here with me, not with the eyes, but with the heart. May Allah help this friendship last eternally cause there’s no other friend like you.
Theres nothing in my life that I need to be proud of.
Cause I'm never better.
Syukur Alhamdullilah for what I still have in life.
Signing off, Rafie.
Shafie, give it all you've got for the last lap.